From the
BLURB:
Devon
Tennyson wouldn't change a thing. She's happy watching Friday night games from
the bleachers, silently crushing on best friend Cas, and blissfully ignoring
the future after high school. But the universe has other plans. It delivers Devon's
cousin Foster, an unrepentant social outlier with a surprising talent for
football, and the obnoxiously superior and maddeningly attractive star running
back, Ezra, right where she doesn't want them - first into her P.E. class and
then into every other aspect of her life.
Pride and
Prejudice meets Friday Night Lights in this novel, a contemporary YA romance
about love—for the unexpected boy, for a new brother, and for yourself. First
& Then comes from Emma Mills, the YouTube vlogger and co-creator of the
popular "life skills" channel, "How to Adult" which
currently has over 160,000 subscribers.
‘First &
Then’ was the 2016 debut young adult contemporary by Emma Mills.
I’m really
loving Emma Mills’ young adult stories – and I think a big reason that they
work for me is her embracing and amplifying of relatable and ordinary teen
stories.
‘First &
Then’ follows senior Devon Tennyson soon after her cousin Foster comes to live
with her family. Foster’s father died and his mother wasn’t capable of caring
for him, so sent him to live with his uncle. Devon is adjusting to life with
Foster, who has a very quirky way about him that’s both endearing and
frustrating.
Devon is
also nursing a crush on her best friend and football player, Cas – and finding
herself thrown into mandatory gym class torture with her high school’s star
football player and “all-America”, Ezra Lynley.
Devon’s
three relationships with these boys will intersect over the course of her final
year of high school, in a range of surprising and crushing ways.
But Emma
Mills is in a category of YA authors who embrace the mundanity of high school
and growing up – interspersed with the pain and awesomeness of it too. Mills
actually writes about her characters doing homework, attending football
practice, slogging through college essay-writing and just generally being
teenagers. Sometimes this is amazing, and offers up the sorts of quiet
revelations readers can actually relate to – other times you wish she’d stay in
the bigger moments a little longer, like house party confrontations and
homecoming dramas. But overall there’s something about Emma Mills and ‘First
& Then’ that reminded me a little of ‘Saving Francesca’ by Melina
Marchetta, for embracing the relatable and revelatory.
This is the
year of Emma Mills for me – I started by reading her second book ‘This
Adventure Ends’ in January, and I’m definitely reading her forthcoming ‘Foolish
Hearts’ and now I’ve read her first. I am finding that Mills’ excelling at
the ordinary can sometimes be a downfall too – as in ‘This Adventure Ends’ when
I realised there was no actual denouement or satisfactory rise in action, but
‘First & Then’ does a much better job of that ordinariness overall,
particularly when dealing with matters of the heart.
Devon is a
big Jane Austen fan, so a lot of the romance is a hark back to the tangled
miscommunications that Ms Austen so enjoyed, and it serves Mills well in this
book;
“Listen, Dev …”
Nothing good ever started with listen. It was never “Listen, you just won twenty-five thousand dollars.” “Listen, I have a huge crush on you.” I think the general theory was that you had to tell the other person to listen because you were about to tell them something they didn’t want to hear. And I definitely didn’t want to hear the end of Ezra’s listen, because it was probably something along the lines of “I hope we can still be friends.”
I will say
that Mills wrote a few of her secondary characters a little too well, and I was
frustrated at the end when I didn’t get conclusive resolutions or revelations
about their hinted-at bigger stories – Jordan and Marabelle, especially – but
maybe this means she has plans for sorta-sequels down the line?
What I
especially loved about Mills embracing ordinary teen life in this book was the
concentration on football and “jock” players that didn’t pander to extremes or
clichés. The football boys Devon is friends with are nice and ordinary,
lovable, goofy, cocky, egotistical … they’re not ‘Friday Night Lights’ or
‘Varsity Blues’ or parodies of high school football Gods, and they’re not the
(perhaps sometimes more realistic) teen predators and misogynistic Neanderthals
– they’re just guys, and that was actually surprisingly refreshing because they
felt more three-dimensional, rather than props for stories with underlining
moralistic preaching.
I’m really
loving Emma Mill’s style, and I am looking forward to third book ‘Foolish
Hearts’. Sometimes her embracing of the ordinary is a hit (‘Frist & Then’)
other times it misfired (‘This Adventure Ends’) – but either way, she sure
makes the journey enjoyable.
4.5/5